3 years ago der today you left me, it has been 3 years i did not see you! i really miss you!!! really really~ and i still love you deeply!! how i wish you can come back to my side!!! i need you!!! T.T
these 3 years, i endured all the pains, survived without you... each time i fell, i thought of you... really hope you will be there for me, but you did not... yah, i understood~ you got your stuffs to do, you got the place that you don't wish to stay... T.T mum told me that i must get over it, but i jz cannot... becos you loved me really lots, and i love you lots also~ and now one more person will take over your place soon, i don't want!!! i want you back!!!
sorry, if i made you sad or angry today... i was really moody, that was why i didn't talk to you much... i wanted to talk to you, but i scared my mood will affect yours alsom so i decided not to talk to you... i wanted to tell you what exactly what happened, but i hold back becos i don wish that you moody jz becos i can't get over that thing or jz becos i was really really down... you said you got a fever, what i can only say was "dear, are you okay?" and then i was damn worried ab you, but i was really really down... so i didn't really know how to replied you wif your "no".. so i jz said "err,ohh" sorry... =[ hope you can understand and fogive me =[
wole up at 8+/9+ today, then tio scolded by my mum... this remind me ab sth, this was when i start to emo-ing... so didn't really had the mood chat wif ♥dear.S♥, sorry dear. =[ after that discussed thing wif QR and gangs~ then bathed and met QR downstairs my house der bus stop, took 187 to JP. =] met MC and DANNY in the bus also, told them a joke that happened on me, and they was laughing lyk mad lah... reached JP at don know what time... window shopped and then met WEIJUN,WAYNE,RAMINDER,PHILOMENA and SYAFEEQAH at gloden village! =] watched IRON MAN2(although i watched it on my lap, but decided to watch it again, cos it's nice) =] went around JP after movie jz for helping DANNY find POSB ATM machine~ after that went to MINI TOONS, bought sth really nice for PHILOMENA birthday present! hahas xD met CHURCH CELL GROUP members at 7pm, then dinner at 7pm at BURGERKING wif DANNY,MOOKCHING,QINGRONG,WEIJUN,ZHIHAO,PHILOMENA and SYAFEEQAH. =] went to safra der LAN after wif cell group ppl... and i tio a noob com, could not play wif them =[ so i there emo emo do my own stuffs... =.='' but played AUDITION wif VOONHONG after that... =] left safra at 10+, took bus 187 home wif DANNY and MOOKCHING, reached home at 11+pm, late hor? xD reached home, bathed and then talked to my mum and started to feel down again... haiz... jz let it be, it will be over soon.... and currently chatting wif WEIJUN,YINGHUI.sis and MARY. =] hope can get back my mood soon lahs, buais~! =]
these 3 years, i endured all the pains, survived without you... each time i fell, i thought of you... really hope you will be there for me, but you did not... yah, i understood~ you got your stuffs to do, you got the place that you don't wish to stay... T.T mum told me that i must get over it, but i jz cannot... becos you loved me really lots, and i love you lots also~ and now one more person will take over your place soon, i don't want!!! i want you back!!!
sorry, if i made you sad or angry today... i was really moody, that was why i didn't talk to you much... i wanted to talk to you, but i scared my mood will affect yours alsom so i decided not to talk to you... i wanted to tell you what exactly what happened, but i hold back becos i don wish that you moody jz becos i can't get over that thing or jz becos i was really really down... you said you got a fever, what i can only say was "dear, are you okay?" and then i was damn worried ab you, but i was really really down... so i didn't really know how to replied you wif your "no".. so i jz said "err,ohh" sorry... =[ hope you can understand and fogive me =[
wole up at 8+/9+ today, then tio scolded by my mum... this remind me ab sth, this was when i start to emo-ing... so didn't really had the mood chat wif ♥dear.S♥, sorry dear. =[ after that discussed thing wif QR and gangs~ then bathed and met QR downstairs my house der bus stop, took 187 to JP. =] met MC and DANNY in the bus also, told them a joke that happened on me, and they was laughing lyk mad lah... reached JP at don know what time... window shopped and then met WEIJUN,WAYNE,RAMINDER,PHILOMENA and SYAFEEQAH at gloden village! =] watched IRON MAN2(although i watched it on my lap, but decided to watch it again, cos it's nice) =] went around JP after movie jz for helping DANNY find POSB ATM machine~ after that went to MINI TOONS, bought sth really nice for PHILOMENA birthday present! hahas xD met CHURCH CELL GROUP members at 7pm, then dinner at 7pm at BURGERKING wif DANNY,MOOKCHING,QINGRONG,WEIJUN,ZHIHAO,PHILOMENA and SYAFEEQAH. =] went to safra der LAN after wif cell group ppl... and i tio a noob com, could not play wif them =[ so i there emo emo do my own stuffs... =.='' but played AUDITION wif VOONHONG after that... =] left safra at 10+, took bus 187 home wif DANNY and MOOKCHING, reached home at 11+pm, late hor? xD reached home, bathed and then talked to my mum and started to feel down again... haiz... jz let it be, it will be over soon.... and currently chatting wif WEIJUN,YINGHUI.sis and MARY. =] hope can get back my mood soon lahs, buais~! =]